You've got to figure out how to be as productive during the day as you're inclined to be after the sun sets. You've gotten several things done today, but you could have gotten more done had you not allowed yourself to get distracted by frivolity on the internet. You did make it out to socialize, as it was needed, but you still have a lot to do ( not to mention household chores ).
Acknowledging that you're not looking forward to setting up your rig again for rehearsal tomorrow, you need to recognize that that is all in your head and just get it done, but damn does it make you weary. You're not entirely sure if this is age or not, but you can feel it in your joints and muscles. You remember what it felt like ten years ago - how indestructible you felt in terms of the amount of physical exertion you could put yourself through. You remember it like it was yesterday, but now your body just says "okay, that's enough, time to chill". Or maybe that's in your head too; maybe you're just doing more than you were back then, and you're just maxing yourself out. It certainly makes you feel better about yourself, but the reality is you're not as disciplined as guys like Dave Sim and Will Eisner ( that guy could start and finish two whole pages a day! ). To be fair, you don't just do comics either, and that's all they did.
You just need to keep on doing what you're doing. You should have that next update for Enrodx.com by Wednesday. You should.
And see if you can get your damn mixer repaired.
Damn it, you forgot about doing that whole thing on "love" on this blog thing. Maybe next time.
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